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Thursday, April 26, 2012

Depression Part 3: Finding Hope Outside Yourself




So far perspectives have played a large role in our journey to make sense out of the chaos we experience in life. The Bible is very open about suffering. Its pages are covered with the tears and blood of faithful saints that have persevered under the most strenuous circumstances. The apostle Paul would be one of these individuals. Many times it may be easy to read through the pages of Scriptures and disconnect yourself from the realities of their suffering. You may find it easy reading about Paul’s afflictions as you sit in your home, at Starbucks, or in church. Perhaps we have become soft Christians because we have suffered little in the light of some of these.

Are they servants of Christ? I am a better one—I am talking like a madman—with far greater labors, far more imprisonments, with countless beatings, and often near death. Five times I received at the hands of the Jews the forty lashes less one. Three times I was beaten with rods. Once I was stoned. Three times I was shipwrecked; a night and a day I was adrift at sea; on frequent journeys, in danger from rivers, danger from robbers, danger from my own people, danger from Gentiles, danger in the city, danger in the wilderness, danger at sea, danger from false brothers; in toil and hardship, through many a sleepless night, in hunger and thirst, often without food, in cold and exposure. And, apart from other things, there is the daily pressure on me of my anxiety for all the churches. Who is weak, and I am not weak? Who is made to fall, and I am not indignant?
           
(2 Corinthians 11:23-29 ESV)
If you choose to focus on your despair and suffering and fail to look outside of yourself you run the risk of missing out on the opportunity suffering can offer. Suffering, an opportunity? I think it is safe to say that none of us have experienced suffering the way Paul did. Yet he did not allow his pain to lead to despair that would render him ineffective for Christ. What also is interesting is why he is sharing his testimony with the Corinthian church.

Paul’s ministry is under attack by the believers at Corinth. He begins to defend the ministry God has called him to in 2 Corinthians 10 and goes on to discuss his role in being the first to bring them the gospel and warns them of others brining a gospel differing from the one he shared 2 Corinthians 11:2-4. It would be easy at this point for anyone to through up his or her hands and give up on such a stubborn group of believers. Perhaps Paul could have become depressed and felt like a failure because they were attacking him. The situation is ugly and depressing, but Paul does not let that determine his response. The first thing to notice is that Paul’s response is based on his commitment to Christ and love for the souls of those in Corinth (2 Cor. 11:2).

Paul does not take their attacks personally. He is not focused on himself, nor is he going to meditate on his problems. However difficult and frustrating his situation, he does not allow it to distract him from his purpose. He looks outside of himself and focuses on God and the immature believers he loves so dearly. Because Paul is looking outside himself, he uses this opportunity as an example and lesson to teach others to not remain in their despair but to access the grace God offers to all those who suffer for His sake. 


So to keep me from becoming conceited because of the surpassing greatness of the revelations, a thorn was given me in the flesh, a messenger of Satan to harass me, to keep me from becoming conceited. Three times I pleaded with the Lord about this, that it should leave me. But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me. For the sake of Christ, then, I am content with weaknesses, insults, hardships, persecutions, and calamities. For when I am weak, then I am strong.
           
(2 Corinthians 12:7-10 ESV)

When Paul’s ministry and character are put into question, he does not despair, but rather points his audience to Christ. Paul’s intentions were never self-centered and therefore their attacks were ineffective. Paul was able to bear all of his persecutions because he depended upon the grace of God.  When you depend upon the grace of God, the symptoms, pain, or suffering brought on by the situation does not lesson by any stretch of the imagination. Being stoned hurts. Grace does not make that feel any better. Grace does put the pain into perspective. Paul’s suffering had a purpose and was used to glorify God. Paul found a worthy Meaning to place his suffering in which helped him bear the pain, but it did not lesson the severity of it. Paul reminds us that whatever pain you are going through you can choose to respond in a God honoring manner and trust Christ will sustain you through it.

Walking out in faith while you are depressed is not easy, but as believers we are called to do it. While others see God working in your life—despite your symptoms of depression—they will turn to God and give Him the glory because in your weaknesses, His power is made perfect. For that reason, Paul was content to experience his thorn in the flesh and the suffering he encounter because of the gospel.  Your suffering is also an opportunity to show others that God’s grace is sufficient

Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our affliction, so that we may be able to comfort those who are in any affliction, with the comfort with which we ourselves are comforted by God.

2 Corinthians 1:3-4 ESV

Paul wrote these passages of Scripture to aid us in our suffering. He lived this out not on pages, but in his life. Let us never forget the cost men and our Savior have willing endured for the sake of the gospel.

Looking to Jesus, the founder and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is seated at the right hand of the throne of God.

(Hebrews 12:2 ESV)

Like Christ we are to look toward our cross with Joy and to endure the pain that has been set before us. Christ paid the cost we could never pay.

Count it all joy, my brothers, when you meet trials of various kinds, for you know that the testing of your faith produces steadfastness. And let steadfastness have its full effect, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing.
If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask God, who gives generously to all without reproach, and it will be given him. But let him ask in faith, with no doubting, for the one who doubts is like a wave of the sea that is driven and tossed by the wind. For that person must not suppose that he will receive anything from the Lord;
           
(James 1:2-7 ESV)

Christians are comprised of emotions and we cannot always control the emotion we feel, but we can control how we respond and perceive those emotions. We must choose today that our belief and faith in the truth of God is going to govern the choices we make instead of our emotions. We will battle through this journey because the suffering on this present earth is a testing ground that will play a critical role in my spiritual development for eternity. Do not let your emotions cause you to doubt God’s truth and victory over various trials you experience. He has provided the Holy Spirit as a comforter and the church as a family of love and support. God does not expect us to suffer in isolation, but He has never promised that we would not suffer. Know this, that no matter what the cause or source of the pain you are facing today, you can turn to God. Cry out to him like the psalmist and seek His face. You will find a God who is righteous, Holy, compassionate, full of wrath, and grace who intimately knows you. God is not distant in your suffering.  

For we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but one who in every respect has been tempted as we are, yet without sin. Let us then with confidence draw near to the throne of grace, that we may receive mercy and find grace to help in time of need.

(Hebrews 4:15-16 ESV)



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